Help

Date: 10/4/07
Time: 7:54
Place: Home

Sept 27 - Oct 4

Thursday 27
My life need some improvement. I need help. In a bad way. I just need to get away. If you were in my house hold you would say " Enough of that stuff already", but I mean it every last word. I want to go on a long trip. Maybe to Japan. I just need to get away from this family and this life that I am in. Now, don't get me wrong I love my family and I have a blessed life but I think that if I get away then I can grow more than I am hear.

Friday 28
Part two......I know that I have a great purpose in my life and I need to grow into that purpose. I really am annoyed about how many times my parents have to talk to me. I mean I am 19 years old and I honestly think that they really don't treat me like an adult. Or maybe because I don't treat my self like one....... I need time to think.

Saturday 29
Part three.......I'm stressed out, but I came to a conclusion. Maybe if I start showing them that I can treat my self like an adult and put away my childes ways maybe then they can start treating me like an adult. That might work. And while I am at it I can start thinking about my life ( if I have one) and try to make my life a better person.

Sunday 30
I am feeling much better, But I think that this will be a working progress. But besides that I just saw the most funny,sick, and wrong video clip in my life. Go on youtibe.com and type stick people on crack and you will see what I mean. Oh, I went to my home church today and we had a great time over there. God touched in a wonderful way I can not explain it. I feel happy, and my family and I are doing great. Well I got to go dinner is ready, see ya!

Monday Oct. 1
Well I stayed in school all day finishing up some work, until this guy try ed to hit on me. I did not know what to do. I mean he was not my type (as I would think) and I was not in that dating stage yet. So I try ed to let him down the best way I can, but I do not think he got the message. To tell you the truth I really hope I don't see him again, because I think he would do the same thing again.

Tuesday 2
I got to come home early this morning so I can do this quick. Man! I do not know what to write. I hate it when that happens. Well class was good, I can't complain about that. And I came home safe and sound. And I walked my dog when I came in and that is about it and now my head hurts so I am going to bed so see ya.

Wednesday 3
Today in the cafeteria some people came together and we talked about "the Jena 6". I heard of it before and it is wrong what white people are doing to the blacks. History is trying to repeat it self in many ways and we need to stop it dead in it tracks before it gets out of hand. And I'm not saying all white people are doing this I just saying that this racism needs to stop.And it need to stop or ells.

Thursday 4
I had a good day today. I came home went to bed and did some work and had my self a good time typing this work up. Ha Ha Ha Ha! I am working really hard to get down my Spanish work. I have had some trouble in the subject but then I went to the Spanish tutoring that they have in the school and that was fantastic. The women over there are a big help and they are very nice. I am getting most of this Spanish down. And in no time soon I will be speaking Spanish.